But I also keep thinking about things and people I thought I had made up my mind about. Questioning my own actions and decisions. Asking that eternal question "what if". Hoping to talk to you. Looking at that photo of us. Wondering what is on your mind and why I care.
Maybe I'm processing. Maybe I just need a vacation.
Time to take Billy Joe's advice...
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
it's not a question but a lesson learned in time.